moving on...



transition phases.
we call it puberty.

my doctor calls it the "window of opportunity".
it gets rather irritating at times when he uses it in every context, especially he refers to my body shape and how that is needed to attract people of the opposite gender in the future.

er..

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sometimes, really i'd like to indulge in my own world, forget that anything is happening, nor anything ever will.

you have to face the truth, somehow, somewhere. don't you?

the trust is painful, won't you ever realise?
so stop cheating yourself.

wake up.

stop treating life like it's a one-day thing.
everyone's life can be made in something..

just sitting there and do nothing PRODUCTIVE?
you're just a waste of space, literally.
to our nation, and the earth.

please, don't waste your life away.
it's just like taking drugs.

even if you aren't you're wasting your life away by doing nothing. everyone's worried for you. but you're so stubborn. you refuse to listen to anything your friends tell you. they aren't exactly you, so carefree, so "happy-go-lucky", they actually do feel sad for you.

you, my friend.
have only 1 year left to change.

but you're just taking a break.
i hope you are actually doing something.

planning your future,
having plans for things.

and not just wasting your life away.

"The state of your life is nothing more than a reflection of the state of your mind"

so buck up, my friend.