i need that comfort

i don't know why, but i'm very insecure about my life, i'm having the thoght that the world would collaspe on me like that. god, please help me and feng cheng thought this time of hardship.

nicole just got over her blues, thanks to friends. now i'm wondering, are guys like not caring or something or do i really have real friends that actually bother to check on me once in awhile.

diao... my life is breaking apart.